Saturday, October 10, 2009

Short Short story

The pain was immense. It started in his arm, pulsating sharply, increasing by the minute. The elderly man, in his warm wool jacket, was darting his eyes wildly, looking for the phone. This can't be happening, he thought to himself, as he scanned around teh room. But the phone was gone. I just saw it a minute ago! He tossed the stack of papers, his lifes work, to the ground, knowing he would regret such a move but also knowing they would never be finished if he could not call an ambulance. Outside the rain could be heard beating against the window and the streets below his high rise apartment, wear pedestrains clad in warm close scattered to stay dry, unaware that one of the greatest writers of their time was facing a potential end to his life just a few stories above. Back in the apartment the man heard a vibrating sound. A text! The phone must be near! He dropped to his hands and knees and shuffled around on the carpet like a madman, and saw the glare of his phones screen eminating from under the desk. But it was too late...
It was unreal, like his very body was exploding out of his chest. He cried out in agony and collapsed onto the floor, writhing. His face bore an expression of extreme torment. My work.... it will be lost.. Conciousness began to fade as his vision blurred, the room danced around above him. The phone vibrated with another text, but Arthur Golsten was no longer a being, merely a deceased body on the floor of an apartment.

2 weeks later

The note on the door read "No Housekeeping, at work", but the janitor decided a check in would not be so bad. No one had heard from the old man for a while now. Must be quite the book, contemplated the small latino as he reached for his ring of keys. Finding the one marked "Room 213" he inserted it into the lock and spun it, and upon hearing a click entered. The first thing he noticed were the papers strewn all over the floor, covered in miniscule, curvy handwriting. Then a smell hit him. Jeez, is this guy hording dead rats or something? Finally he noticed a large figure curled underneath the work desk, sporting a familiar wool sweater. "Mr. Golsten, are you ok?" The latino walked over and tapped Golsten, whose skin felt strangely tense. There was no response. "Mr....." he stopped mid sentence as the body fell over, the skin was a purplish tint where arteries had ruptured, strange fluids oozed from the man's mouth. The janitor was first struck by shock, but after the initial surprise he got to work.
Producing a steak knife, he hovered over the body and began cutting away. Starting at the scalp, he carved the skin off the body, like peeling an apple. After several hours the skin was completely removed and lumped together, as the janitor shoved the remains into the trash compactor, amputating several limbs to make it fit. He then placed the skins in the sink, and washed them down, attempting to remove the blood stains from the partially decomposed man. Not that their was many, 2 weeks after death. The janitor then made his way to his personal supply room. It was small, housing various cleaning equipment and a window overlooking a dirty alley way. He removed the skins from his cleaning bucket and draped them out to dry in the summer sun.
A week later he returned to the room, which now bore a revolting odor. The skins were dry, and he took a small stick and beat on them, loosening them up. Then he opened a drawer and removed his small sewing machine and his needles. Taking the skin on his lap, he began cutting it up and peicing it together, until he had something beginning to resemble a jacket. Soon enough it was complete, and he descended to the basement for an Avon box, some tape, and bubble wrap. He returned to his room and carefully folded the skin, then proceeded to place it into the box and tape it shut. He addressed it to Old Navy and smiled, remembering what Mary Strunn had told him "They won't let us use animal skins for leather, so lets use human skin and market it as fake! It won't be worth as much, but people will like the texture and we should still make a profit..." It was a sinister project for the janitor, yes, but with Old Navy paying him a large sum he would soon be able to retire from this wretched life as a janitor.. Just a few more bodies to meet my quota... He then went to the apartments mail room, slid the box into an "Outgoing" compartment, and left to return to his work day.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

So, some changes to the blog, hopefully you enjoy them

I completely reformatted it with a new background template. The template was for some reason named rebirth, but I took it quite differently. It seems to portray loneliness, loss, confusion, all sinisterly symbolized by mere vines or branches crawling around. I think it looks quite good for a blog run by someone like me. I also lately have been drawn to trees and branches and such, i drew a sketch of the tree thing on the cover of the album "Uncle Anesthesia" and I realized how much i liked incorporating the branches. So, along with this change in background will come a change in theme slightly XD It will focus a little more on myself I think, and music, slightly less on the rest of the world. I have been reading a lot of gothic short stories lately and been writing a lot of songs, so maybe I will post some songs and put up some of my own stories? I also plan to working a lot more on my art again, I am feeling quite creative and my last painting was months ago...

Monday, September 21, 2009

What have I been llistening too lately?

According to my Last.fm, I have been listening to a lot of Alice in Chains, especially the new album, Pearl Jam, including Backspacer, The Beatles, Bauhaus, Nirvana, Skin Yard, Orgy, Black Sabbath, Electric Wizard, Eddie Vedder, Sublime, and Jethro Tull. I am really digging the Beatles lately, I used to hate them, now I love them. Why did I take so long to become a fan?

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Society

Some amazing lyrics

It's a mystery to me
we have a greed
with which we have agreed

You think you have to want
more than you need
until you have it all you won't be free

society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me

When you want more than you have
you think you need
and when you think more than you want
your thoughts begin to bleed

I think I need to find a bigger place
'cos when you have more than you think
you need more space

society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me

there's those thinking more or less less is more
but if less is more how you're keeping score?
Means for every point you make
your level drops
kinda like its starting from the top
you can't do that...

society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me

society, have mercy on me
I hope you're not angry if I disagree
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me


By Jerry Hannan

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

What have I been listening too lately?

Well, not the usual stuff, thats for sure! I am getting into bands like Oasis, Radiohead, Bauhaus, Sisters of Mercy, The Velvet Underground, and Porcupine Tree, along with longtime favorites Nirvana, REM, and the Red Hot Chili Peppers. And of course AIC, but not as heavily as usual. I am finding lots of new music I like and exploiting it.

So, school seems ok so far, i like my Euro and English, Chemistry has been good, and even Algebra seems decent. I am definitely not what you call "popular" of course, but I have a few good friends there. of course, people seem to assume that I am automatically an idiot because I don't seek out popularity. But I feel the popualr kids who focus on drawing attention are the real idiots. At lunch the jocks all sit together and beat on the table and yell stupid sexist comments at the girls who walk by, and insult everyoneone else one way or another. I hope they realize just how obnoxious they are.

Not a lot of homework, or work in general, so i am happy. So far. XD

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

School is back,,, Great

It is that time of year again, to go back to school. i started yesterday, and saw something quite disturbing on my schedule. They gave me THREE STUPID STUDY PERIODS!! AGHH! I was SUPPOSED to have Clay and sculpting as electives. But my annoying counsellor decided to last minute take me out of both and put me in three studies and in the second half of the year three gym periods. I mean, THAT DOES NOT MAKE ANY SENSE! WHY DID SHE HAVE TO MESS IT UP, ESPECIALLY WITHOUT ASKING ME FIRST! I spoke to her today and because of her stupid set up with my schedule I could not fit into any electives except choir. Which is a BIG no. So I am testing to move up a level in Spanish and may move up into Honors Chemistry and Algebra if I have to. Because I want the credits electives offer, AND WHAT WILL I DO WITH THREE STUDY PERIODS!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Happy 42nd birthday Layne Staley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The greatest singer in history, layne Staley, would have been 42 today, believe it or not. Staley died unfortunately of a speedball overdose in 2002, but his legend lives on in his music for many. To honor this amazing man, the 8th annual Layne Staley Tribute Concert occurs today, starting 11 PM ET/8 PM Pacific. It will be webcasted over the internet live, here is the link: http://app.synclive.com/?show/31461 You will need a free account to view it. Also, Alice in Chains is playing tonight at 9 ET/6 PT with the following lineup (All times Pacific)
1:25 PM: Street Sweeper Social Club
2:35 PM: Hollywood Undead
3:45 PM: Atreyu
5:05 PM: Wolfmother
6:15 PM: Alice In Chains
7:40 PM: Linkin Park
9:30 PM: Tool

This WHOLE concert can be viewed live at http://www.kroq-data.com/kroqnow/epicenter09_webcast.html FOR FREE. AIC will be doing material from the new album. Also note that Tool is playing too, just wished Atreyu and linkin Park were not! Try and catch these events if you can!

So, Happy Birthday Layne, and Rest in Peace!!!